Run down and in need of positive thoughts.

I had my third round of Rutaxin today. The treatment itself went well I took the whole thing with no side affects. Now that I am home I feel terrible. I think I am having issues due to the steroids again. I have a burning pain between my shoulder blades, severe fatigue, and I am styling a lovely new moustache and beard. This is really taking its toll on me. I feel so disconnected from everything. My children are trying to tell me all about their day and all I am hearing is the voice of Charley Brown's teacher. My platelets were only at 80k I believe this could be contributed to the steroids I really don't want to have major surgery. I don't understand why none of the drugs are working. Please pray for me I need some positive vibes commuting my way. I believe that is the only way to get through this. Till next time thanks for reading this right now it was hard to write. In case you don't believe me about the chemotherapy here is a picture of the bag.

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PS did I mention the severe hot or cold flashes itchy skin and the pounding headache?